Right now I am in a rut. I am going to graduate in May and I am extremely scared right now. I think part of this is because right now I am Spiritually content. My heart is not breaking over anything. This is a huge problem. I have no idea what God wants me to do and I think the biggest reason for this is because I have stopped really praying about my future. I haven’t really prayed about my long term future since I was in high school probably, when I prayed about school. Since I have been at LCU, I guess I felt there was no reason to pray about the future. My immediate future was already set. But what do I do now? What is next for me? I have no clue and there is nothing that I am urging to fix in the world. I have not been brought to tears or had that compassion feeling in my stomach for so long.